Finding life after abortion, part I: the descent into hell | LifeSiteNews.com: The night before the procedure Ma’May remembers feeling “overwhelmed with sorrow and deeply depressed.” She spent the night curled up in a ball crying inconsolably. She felt “alone and scared” and was “angry” that she had to make such a difficulty decision. She did not understand why she was so upset. If the procedure really was her choice and the best option, why did she feel so terrible?
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The night before my abortion, I spoke aloud, "God, Is there anything wrong in what I am going to do? Man says it isn't even life. What do You say?" The next morning, a clerk from the abortion facility called to tell me, "The 'Dr' has to cancel his appointments this morning. What do you want to do?"
ReplyDeleteI didn't remember the night before; I didn't make the connection. I wasn't listening...
untill 1 yr 8 mos. later as I felt a crushing weight and I knew, "Oh God, I've murdered!"
That night I had heard a man say that to do God's will you must want God's will to be your will instead of trying to make your will God's.
I spoke within, "God, what a miserable wretch I am. I have been trying to run my own life and I am going in circles. You know I believe in You and in Your Son, that He died for me and rose from the dead...and I felt the crushing weight -conviction of guilt and grief unto repentance that brought God's forgiveness and peace, greater than the weight had been. I knew that now I belonged to Him...and such comfort - I was the mother of six children, not just the four that I was raising. The third child that had died after his premature birth and the sixth child I had aborted - were with Him.
For thirty-seven years now I have been experiencing the fullness of Life that Jesus gives us when we receive Him - Creator of heaven and earth as our Lord God and Savior.
Halleluiah
Amen. Hallelujah! Thank you for sharing your story, Myra. Praise God for how he brought you to repentance and the joy of forgiveness.
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